dear future boyfriend (20)

I can be a bitch to you for no reason, but I truly don’t mean it. I just get in those moods sometimes. I may push you away at first, but that’s because I’ve had bad relationships before. I will have my guy friends, but that’s all they’ll ever be. Heck I hope you’ll be friends with them as well. I’ll send good morning and goodnight text messages. I’ll cook and bake for you, because I honestly love doing it. And I make a badass cake if I do say so myself. My stepdad will be mean to you and make jokes, but it’s all for fun. He never means it, I promise. I lost my dad when I was only a kid, so if I ever get in a emotional state in the Fall then that’s probably the reason. We’ll go visit my nephew every so often….I love that little boy so much. I love to joke around with you and you’ll laugh at my lame jokes. I’ve never been that great with telling people how I feel about them, but I’ll try to best to show you how much you mean to me. I’m overweight….but hopefully I’ll be skinnier by the time we meet. We’ll take weekend trips to the beach and go to theme parks because I absolutely love rollercoaster’s. I have piercings and tattoos and you won’t judge me on that. I will do anything to make you smile and anything to make you happy. I will just sit there and say your name just because I love saying it. I will say nothing is wrong with me even though something is. I just don’t want you to worry about me. I like to kiss your cheek just because and I likely to playfully bite you. I’ll drag you to pet stores and shelters just because I love animals so much. But what I love most of all is you and the future that we’ll have together. I truly hope we meet soon.