dear future boyfriend (16)

First of all dear, you can’t control me.. I won’t always put you before my friends but you’ll sure make my top list of priorities.. I wont give up everything just to be with you because one day I’ll blame you for it.. I won’t make all sacrifices if you don’t and I surely won’t walk the whole distance like I did with everyone in my past.. I’ll let you meet me halfway because I want you now and forever and I need to know that you want me as much as I want you.. There are a lot of things I won’t give up for you because I’ve learned that when you give people too much they eventually walk away taking your all.. I’ll just give you what I’m capable of and I’ll make no future promises, that way I know you want me as I am now and you’ll stick around..

Although there are a lot of things I won’t let you take away from me such as my dignity and pride there are some things I’ll gladly do.. I promise to learn to love you for who you are and I’ll love you as much as I can.. I promise to be honest with you and listen to whatever you have to say.. I promise to give you your space sometimes but show the required amount of jealousy to keep the flame of love going.. I promise to be your bestfriend and bestlover.. I promise to do the best I can to be your last and only.. I promise I won’t give you much drama in your life and I promise to try and learn whatever video game you’re obsessed with and I promise to beat you at it.. I’ll compete with you and fight with you.. but I’ll love you unconditionally..