dear future boyfriend (10)

I need you now more than ever..

And no it’s not because my all my friends are busy with their boyfriends all the time these and it’s because at times it’s all they talk about..

It’s not because I want someone to hold me, kiss me and talk to me through the night.. I kind of forgotten how that felt like..

It’s been a while you know, since I had anyone in my life.. but dear I’m not trying to rush you.. Take your time, I’ll be waiting.. I promise. :3

Oh and if you’re wondering what the reason is..

Well, I need you now because my life is lonely, and for once I’d like to be on the top of someone’s list.. I’m sick of being people’s 326832823-ish choice..

P.S. I already love you.