dear future boyfriend (15)

Not only do I want you to be my boyfriend, but I want you to be my best friend too. I want to wake up next to you and go to sleep next to you, falling asleep to music, our heartbeats, and our breathing. I want to bake cookies and make hot chocolate when it snows, and play in the waves and in the sand when it’s sunny. I want to drive around with the top down, with no destination, just to see where we will end up. I want to kiss you and feel butterflies, and I want to make you feel butterflies. I’m not perfect, but I hope to be perfect for you. I want you to love my flaws as much as you love the rest of me, and never ever give up on me. I’ll forgive your mistakes as long as you forgive mine, because I know there will be plenty. I’ll wait for you to text me, but other times, I’ll text YOU first because I just can’t wait any longer. I will give you little surprises and cheer you up when you are sad because your happiness means more to me than my own. I will give you everything that I am, in hopes that you will give me yourself in return.